Monday started off beautifully - early morning, sunshine, documentary about Walt Disney then BOOM outta no where, anxiety anxiety anxiety.
This semester I think anxiety has become one of my biggest weaknesses. I have fallen to the power of anxiety quite a bit in the past months more than ever probably, and I have been thinking on why that is.
And I know why that is - because my trust is little.
Anxiety & fear is saying “You can’t do it, God.” So I will. Which is hilarious of me because I’m pretty awesome at falling to my knees at the end every time begging for help. And he always does. And I tend to forget. And the cycle continues.
God blessed me with a friend who blessed me with Romans this morning, and it goes a little something like this:
"But if you see that the job is too big for you, that it’s something only God can do, and you trust him to do it-you could never do it for yourself no matter how hard and long you worked -well, that trusting him to do it is what gets you set right with God, by God, A sheer gift." Romans 4
"We know who he is and we know who we are: Father and child. And we know we are going to get what’s coming to us-an unbelievable inheritance! We go through exactly what Christ goes through. If we go through the hard times with him, then we’re certainly going to go through the good times with him." Romans 8
There it is, folks. The promise of our Saving Grace, our Salvation, our Provider & our Papa. He is always worthy of our praise.
What else made the day greater was support from my friends-this one in particular. There is nothing but joy with this gal & I love to sing badly on the top of my lungs with you, Mac mac.